It's been a couple weeks since I moved all my stuff down to Maryland. Since then, I have been taking care of a few odds and ends back in Pennsylvania: cleaning, returning uniforms to work, begging landlords to reduce early termination fees, that kind of stuff.
Monday, January 12, 2015
Written Aug 8, 2013
Orientation at my new job starts on Monday, so naturally I waited until the last minute to get the last of my stuff from Pennsylvania. And by Sunday evening, I'm still laying in bed with Jess as we cry, not wanting to say goodbye. It's not like I am shipping off to a foreign country, not knowing when I will see her again. We'll see each other every weekend, which is about the same amount of time we are able to see each other now. But being two hours away definitely adds a giant void.
It's easier for me because I am armed with the knowledge that we are going to be engaged soon. Much sooner than she thinks. Also, I am distracted by the nervousness and excitement of a new location and a new job -- a full-time job, something that is very hard to obtain as a poker dealer.
But it still sucks.